December!!

Back then (childhood time), I really love "December" because usually that is the month with the most school holidays. Even in Uni life, you also have the semester break, but since adulthood, life of "December" is the worst nightmare ever.

Checking my calender this morning got me into real surprised as this is the FINAL WEEK of NOVEMBER...and the beautiful and at the same time hateful December is coming soon.

The BEAUTY of "December" is CHRISTMAS is around the corner. YIPPEE!!! and the worst HATEFUL part of it is the closing account time for the every year, which also mean I'm going extremely busy and crazy time of the year. 

Ever since I am working in this finance field, I don't really seem to enjoy December, because that is the time where everything have to be ended nicely in that month or else next year (the January) will be more troublesome. 

Hopefully, this year December can treat me nicely and all my colleague can give me full co-operation to close the account of year 2014 with a good smile. May God keeps giving me strength to overcome all the obstacle and hindrance that trying to stop me from doing my work properly. 

Good night.

Turtle

Sometime I think I live a life like a turtle.

Why do I say such a thing? Whereby I'm a human being. A real Homosapien.

So why do I need to live like a amphibian. 

This is because I feel like I love to stay in my own shell but once I get bored inside the shell, I will popped my head out to see the beautiful outside world.

Nevertheless there is always some bad people surrounding my shell which will poke and hit my head once I am trying to see the world.

With no choice I will hurried to shrink my head into my turtle's shell again.

Assuming that my tutle's shell is my comfort zone. A zone which I can't get hurt easily and felt the most safest place ever.

I know I seem to look very fragile and weak. Somehow this is the only way that I can safe myself from those hurtful people.

Although going back into the shell, I will be regretted the most were the beautiful of the nature outside the turtle's shell that I hide in. I will definitely miss the nature of the flora and fauna. I don't have much option.

Please tell me how to be strong to crawl out of my shell.