Suddenly this word appear in my head after seeing a friend of mine posted "Lelong girl to get married...no matter what type of guy even a veggie seller or fisherman is welcome".
Before this, a cousin of mine which finished her figure of number 2 in front of the age on recent year is making a big fuss by her mother. Her mother were so worried and have to ask around for bachelor guy, for her daughter during Chinese New Year this year.
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Is actually making me afraid too, as after a few years my figure of number 2 also will be gone. Why? Because if compare me with the two above story, I am the most unattractive. As you all can see those attractive people also can't find their life partner yet and how am I going to have a life partner too. If there is a bachelor guy, I think he will seek those two above first before choosing me.
This year I have met a guy through facebook but he show no interest in me, no doubt as he is just like a stranger to both of us. To tell the truth I can't accept his appearance too but I have learn to accept him in everything if he is willing to put a try in this friendship into another higher stage. But he show no action and I realize he have a bundle of beautiful single ladies commenting on his wall, updated status and pictures. So am I putting him to choose me within a bundle of girls. If it is like this, doesn't I'm like "lelong'ing" myself too. Am I so priceless and cheap? Am I showing that I am DESPERATE too?
But whenever I am giving up and stop intruding his life in facebook. He will come back to drop a few words. I am heartaching when I knew he is going to confess his feeling to his beloved with in this week. I'm so sad and even cried a few time, I even prayed to God about it. Not because I love him or what, is that I know I am losing another friend in male gender.
There is a pick-up line I heard for the drama The Emperor's Harem...
"We women is like a dish on the table waiting to be chosen and eaten by the only customer which is the one and only customer that is the Emperor."
Why we the women have to be like this pick-up line so sad, so useless, so desperate and nothing can change it. Is like there is just the only guy left in this world. I want to change the law of this pick-up line. I refuse to be put on the table to be chosen by the only guy. So you don't click with me, I will carry on and start to my next journey to my next station till there is someone who can click with me.
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NOTE: This was actually a post way back to few years back. Maybe in the year 2012 or 2013. I just edited it to be post here.
And when I read back, make me feel like I am so silly. And we women can't change the fact of the DISHES being pick up as the world right now is really lack of suitable man.
Good man is getting lesser and if there were...is already someone's husband. But in love topic we can't put up too much hope as there need two person having the same feeling of attraction to make things work. So can't help just try to cope with it.
Hopefully I can find a man which don't mind my appearance, my weaknesses, my poorly and lowly background, my lack in everything, and most importantly he can still love me as one and the only unconditionally.
Good night.
But whenever I am giving up and stop intruding his life in facebook. He will come back to drop a few words. I am heartaching when I knew he is going to confess his feeling to his beloved with in this week. I'm so sad and even cried a few time, I even prayed to God about it. Not because I love him or what, is that I know I am losing another friend in male gender.
There is a pick-up line I heard for the drama The Emperor's Harem...
"We women is like a dish on the table waiting to be chosen and eaten by the only customer which is the one and only customer that is the Emperor."
Why we the women have to be like this pick-up line so sad, so useless, so desperate and nothing can change it. Is like there is just the only guy left in this world. I want to change the law of this pick-up line. I refuse to be put on the table to be chosen by the only guy. So you don't click with me, I will carry on and start to my next journey to my next station till there is someone who can click with me.
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NOTE: This was actually a post way back to few years back. Maybe in the year 2012 or 2013. I just edited it to be post here.
And when I read back, make me feel like I am so silly. And we women can't change the fact of the DISHES being pick up as the world right now is really lack of suitable man.
Good man is getting lesser and if there were...is already someone's husband. But in love topic we can't put up too much hope as there need two person having the same feeling of attraction to make things work. So can't help just try to cope with it.
Hopefully I can find a man which don't mind my appearance, my weaknesses, my poorly and lowly background, my lack in everything, and most importantly he can still love me as one and the only unconditionally.
Good night.
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