She is Strong

Haven't been writing for a long long time.

Suddenly, I need a place to vent out my sadness. And known none a suitable place than here. So I come back here. Only knew is almost a year it being left untouch...after another 3 months is totally a year. Sorry, my bloggie.

Yesterday was Mother's Day. During the sermon at Sunday Service, talked about Mother's love. I sobbed so much.

Today, morning I prepared my own lunch with just only Maggi Mee. Breakfast usually 2 hard-boiled eggs but none, just 2 slices of white bread with a cheese.

Luckily, God knew I was not that full and bought a sad lunch. He send a colleague who came to offer Nasi lemak. So, I had mine at office. Considered a hearty meal for the day.

My Mummy fall sick since last November 2016 until now. Her condition only seems worsen. Nobody in my fellowship knew this, the news only remains within my family.

She usually is a strong woman, rarely fall sick. Even if she had a hard time in life she endured it well. She wake up early in the morning to prepare breakfast and our lunch to bring either to school during our childhood time or now for us to bring to work.

Coming back from school or work, she is busy in the kitchen preparing our dinner. She do house chores, laundry, hear our lament etc etc and sleep late.

But my strong woman fall sick and now kept laying on bed.

I missed her healthy look. I missed her food.

I don't want her to be gone as she is not only my Mummy but also my one and only best friend in this world. She will listen all my story and advise me to be a more better person. Although she now laying on bed, she keep teaching me how to cook for the family in replacement of her.

Mummy I love you, I want you to be healthy back. And have a long life to be around me.

Hopefully she will have a speedy recovery and in a pink of health.
Happy Mother Day, Mummy.