Chorister

Yesterday at church, I was sitting next to this guy who sing very well, full with strength, so powerful and well-rounded.

I guess that the real meaning of singing with your diaphragm when my ex-chorister taught me back then.

I felt so ashamed singing Praise & Worship song beside this guy but after all we're singing to God :) so needless to be shame right. Somehow, I felt very small suddenly...hihi..luckily there have pinyin in all the song if not I won't be able to utter a single word that will be even more shameful.

I miss my choir life back then...and what I learnt yesterday is "人比人，气死人"...so I shouldn't be comparing myself to a professional chorister, don't I.

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By the way, here a song for everyone of you, is a song where my church keep singing it almost nearly 3 months and I really love it, I think I can even remember the lyrics of it.

The title is '恩典之路' the Pinyin  is En Dian Zhi Lu and the English title is The Path of Grace.

Cr. Youtube uploader (joshua grenn)

Notes from the uploader or it can said the translation in English is:

You are my Lord. You lead me in the path of righteousness.

In the high mountains or the low valleys you protected me.

In the midst of Million people you love me and know me.

You promises of blessings will never change.

Step by step , this is the path of grace.

Your love, Your hand will grasp me tightly.

Step by step, this is the path of hope.

Your love, Your hand, will guide me through this path of life.

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Thanks my Lord for everything, for your leading me to the righteousness path. Thanks Lord for me be with in every step I take, guide me and never let be alone.

Amen.

Morning Sunshine :)

Good Morning.

Is another day, so shall we start of with another good start?

I suppose is a YES!

After all is a FRIDAY!!

I am sure a lot of us love Friday. Why??

Because tomorrow is Saturday and the day after tomorrow is Sunday. That means we all will have weekend just after today.

So just enjoy and have a nice Friday of today.

Here a SMILEY ANGEL from me to make your day HAPPY, SMILING, and WONDERFUL day.

Self-cheer-ing

Happy Birthday dearie. 

Good night. 

사랑해요. 

아자 아자 회이팅!!!

Hot Hot Hot

The weather recently in my place is very hot.

At night, I can't sleep well. Even with two fans fanning me to sleep, I also sweat a lot.

A little movement, I will sweat a lot. But there is a friend I know saying she won't sweat easily. She need to lose some pounds but it doesn't work out the way she wants. She said even she is doing house chores but after an hour only a few drops of sweat coming out. So she needs a very heavy workout to make it work.

But I am on the opposite side to her...ermm not really opposite...just on the sweating part... :) I do sweat a lot, a little house chores I will be sweating like the water fall start to roll down my forehead and some other parts as well. The funny things is I don't lose any weight at all. I do hope I can lose some pounds too...unfortunately it doesn't.

Is it something wrong with me? Supposing sweat will increase your metabolism and somehow will at least lose some weight. Or I am wrong. Nevermind...I will work hard too slim myself down, not much just a little for more healthy self. :)

So back to the topic of the Hot! Hot weather.

I know some country is in Summer now, especially my dream country to travel to the South Korea is now at the Summer season. So maybe my place is hot too...hihi...I do hope there is at least a little rain to nourishes the land and bring me back to live....hihi..Do I sound like I am a plant or a tree...hihi...I okay I love rain, the sound of Rain is very refreshing and is like bringing me back to live especially after a very tiring day of work.

So as to cool down myself from the heats of the Mr. Sun...let's listen to a very relaxing music from Yiruma titled Kiss The Rain.


Credit Video: xXYuNPoOXx

TiRED

Hello. I am very very tired. Too tired lately. There was and is been a very tiring week for each and everyday. 

Suppose this is my birthday month, but I guess growing up means more responsibility. More responsibility means more task need to handle, need to think more. 

Whatever is it, I knew the 2014 FIFA World Cup will be held soon. 

If according to my place, the opening ceremony will be at 03:15 am on the Friday the 13th June 2014. 

Okay so I am to tired to update more about me, will need to sleep for better day tomorrow. Good night.

Ugly

This is a song I like recently. Titled Ugly sang by 2NE1. I'm going to type the lyric according the actually Korean Hangul, the romanji  then the English translation. 

[CL]
밝게 웃어보지만
Balkge useobojiman
I'm trying to smile brightly but

내 맘에 들지 않아
Nae mame deulji anha
I don't like it

난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[BOM]
노랠 불러보지만
Norael bulleobojiman
I'm trying to sing but

아무도 듣지 않아
Amudo deutji anha
No one is listening

난 예쁘지 않아 아름답지 않아
Nan yeppeuji anha areumdapji anha
I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

[DARA]
난 왜 이렇게 못난 걸까
Nan wae ireohke motnan geolkka
Why am I this ugly

어떡하면 나도 너처럼 환하게
Eoddeokhamyeon nado neocheoreom hwanhage
What must I do for me to be able to smile

웃어볼 수 있을까
Useobol su isseolkka
brightly like you?

[MINJI]
또 화가나 왜 늘 완벽하지 못해
Ddo hwagana wae neul wanbyeokhaji mothae
I'm getting angry again, why can't I ever be prefect

이 깨잔 거울 속 못난 모습을 향해
I ggaejin geoul sok motnan moseulbeul hyanghae
I simply put the blame on my ugly

탓하기만 해
Tathagiman hae
appearance in this broken mirror

[BOM]
쳐다보지마 지금 이 느낌이 싫어 난
Chyeodabojima jigeum I neuggimi shilheonan
Don't look at me, I hate this feeling right now

어디론가 숨고만 싶어
Eodironga sumgoman shipeo
I want to hide away somewhere,

벗어 나고 싶어
Beoseo nago shipeo
I want to escape

이 세상은 거잣말
I sesangeun geojitmal
This world is full of lies

[CL]

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin'
me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know
I'm ugly

[MINJI]
날 쉽게 이해한다고 하지마
Nal shwipge ihaehandago hajima
Don't tell me that you can understand me so easily

못 생가고 삐뚤어잔 내 마음이 날 원망할지도 몰라
Mot saenggigo bbiddoleojin nae maeumi neol wonmanghaljido molla
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you


[BOM]
말 시키지마 난 너와 아울리지 못쇄
Mal shikijima nan neowa eoulliji mothae
Don't force me to talk, I'm not right for you

그 잘난 눈빛 석 차가운 가식이 낭 숨막히게 해
Geu jalnan nunbit sok chagawoon gashiki nal summakhige hae
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

[MINJI]
다가오지마 너의 관심조차 싫어 난
Dagaojima neoui gwanshimjocha shilheo nan
Don't come closer, I don't even want your concern

어디런가 떠나고 싶어 소리 치고 싶어
Eodironga ddeonago shipeo sori chigo shipeo
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out

이 세상은 거짓말
I sesangeun geojitmal
This world is full of lies

[CL}

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin'
me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know
I'm ugly

[DARA]
All alone I'm all alone x2

따뜻함이란 없어
Ddaddeuthamiran eopseo
There is no such thing as warmth

곁엔 아무도 없어
Gyeoten amudo eopseo
There is no one by my side

All alone I'm all alone x2
I'm always all alone

따뜻함이란 없어
Ddaddeuthamiran eopseo
There is no such thing as warmth

곁엔 그 누구도 날 안아줄 사람 없어
Gyeoten geu nugudo nal anajul saram eopseo
Next to my side, there's not even anyone to embrace me

[CL]
I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face tellin'
me I'm pretty

I think I'm ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty
I wanna be pretty
Don't lie to my face cuz I know
I'm ugly

Credit: romanization.wordpress.com & popgasa.com

After reading through the lyric with its translation, sometimes I feel girls usually being categorized herself as ugly. No matter how pretty she is, she will always feel there is some imperfection on her.

Is that true?

Why I said so, is because even she gain that little confident in herself, there is sure someone out there try to pull her confident down.

Why is the world so cruel to her? 

But if someone just trying to sweet talk to her, maybe in a good way try not to hurt this girl feeling, is only going to end up the sweet talker is just one of the hypocrite.

So, how should we talk as not to hurt this girl feeling.

Girls will never be satisfied of herself. 

Just Don't lie to my face, cuz I know I'm ugly. :) 

My Symphony

A very meaningful poem that I found recently. 

Just want to share here and keep in my mind that I should be like this poem. 

So I edit it and is not very good but my first attempt using Photoshop :)

Our life should be like this, don't you agree.