Future

Future? What is future means to you?

What our future going to hold?

What will you be in ten years or twenty years from now?

I had watch a Korean variety show from one of my favourite F(x) idol girl group named 'Amazing f(x)'. Theses girls talked about what will they be after twenty years later?

The eldest Unnie (Victoria Song) said, she will own a bakery shop, pet a big dog which will take her to shopping and a house with a big yard.

Her others member asked her, "Don't you marriage?" She said, she won't because she is afraid of labor pain.

Then other member said "You can marry and don't have child. There is sure some guy who dislike child too."

Then all the other member dream were almost the same. That is get marry and have son as their first born and the second is daughter.

Amber and Krystal just want two kids while Sulli wants three but she is also fine with two kids. Meantime, Luna wants eight childs.

Haha...what a dream or plan/ goal.

While me? I also don't know what will I be tomorrow. How am I suppose to plan for my next 20 years time? If the one I plan never happen, will I be more disappointed? If it happened but no the same like I plan maybe divert to a totally different path that what I originally planned, what will I feel? Happy or sad?

I know is good to have goal or plan like something within a month or two, but to me maybe not something which is very far away like 20 years..ermm a year plan is fine I think. Because we never know will we still be alive to fulfill what we had plan. If we are still alive, are we still that healthy and can move freely like now to fulfill all those? Because things can happen and change from time to time. Nothing is forever.

Matthew 6: 34 said "So do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings."

I have a plan or dream when I was a child, but it never happened and till now I am still a little sad about it. So maybe just follow the flow and we can be more happy, isn't it. But this doesn't means I am giving up.

I am still trying my best for it and there is a little goal that every body dreamt of having that is MARRIAGE. But this thing can easily be done like what is easily being said. Why? Because marriage is something done by two person not you alone can be done. To find the suitable soulmate need time and patience, destiny and fate too.

Do you happen to set a goal for your future?

Something like, what will you be in 20 years time from now? And what is it? Maybe you can share in my comment below. And see is planning for something like 20 years a must?

Do for God

"Do everything just to please God. Do not worry about what other said or did to you."

This was a phrase given from a Sister in Christ to me.

Is really my pleasure to meet sure a Sister. She really teach me to feel better in service My Lord.

Although I am afraid and nervous but this phrase did help me to reduce my panic attack.

So, let Do everything JUST to please GOD. We are not doing it for human been normal eyes sight but for the Lord, Our Father in Heaven. Just relax and chill so you won't be afraid. No matter what the outcome will be just remember God is watching you always.

Thanks My Lord. Amen.

2015

Happy New Year for 2015. Hope I am not to late to wish my reader.

Is already the fifth day of 2015, so fast, right.

What is not same this year compared to last year (2014)?

Ermm...I still can remember is 2015 and keep writing 2014 instead during working. Either I have very weak brain or is I am used to 2014...haha.

Then, I think I need to have dental check-ups this year to do my front teeth filling. Although I am going to be so nervous but that is important because front tooth is where our smile can be seen. What to do? I am going to search for a good dentist in my nearby area and is a must this year since I kept dragging for years.

I suddenly felt I have so many responsibility this 2015 compared to my 2014. Why?
I have been in the same church for about 5 years and I am actually kinda sad when nobody seem to know me but suddenly this year all keep approaching me to join this and that. The very interesting things was they seem to be very amazingly knew my name. Does God answer my prayer or I have been set up like "Just For Laugh" Canadian show? But my most enthusiasm things were to meet more new friends this years and help out in the Children's Camp and maybe can join the 2015 Christmas Carolling ever since last 2 years.

Whatever is it? I need to be more happy and start a new life with new year for new hope. And may God keep be with me to guide and lead me to the correct and happy path, for I know I am not walking alone but God is accompany me. Amen.

Korean Christmas Songs

Merry Christmas!!

We are still in the time of Christmas Season.

So here is a compilation of nineteen (19) Christmas Songs in Korean wording which I think is worth to be post here for my further reference in learning my Korean and at the same time can sing-along with these Korean Christmas Song.

Credit Video: 동요나라

Have a Blessed Christmas.

MERry CHRISTmas

We wish you a Merry Christmas. 

We wish you a Merry Christmas.

We wish you a Merry Christmas.

And a 

Happy New Year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Finally Christmas has arrived. But too bad here don't snow like the North part of the world.

If I can see a white Christmas, it will be awesome.

I used to dream that Christmas is a time where you can play snow, running on a field filled with white snow, or maybe sipping a cup of hot coffee when the outside is snowing. Make a Snowman outside my house.

So, how is your Christmas?? Hope everyone have a very very Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas!!

December!!

Back then (childhood time), I really love "December" because usually that is the month with the most school holidays. Even in Uni life, you also have the semester break, but since adulthood, life of "December" is the worst nightmare ever.

Checking my calender this morning got me into real surprised as this is the FINAL WEEK of NOVEMBER...and the beautiful and at the same time hateful December is coming soon.

The BEAUTY of "December" is CHRISTMAS is around the corner. YIPPEE!!! and the worst HATEFUL part of it is the closing account time for the every year, which also mean I'm going extremely busy and crazy time of the year. 

Ever since I am working in this finance field, I don't really seem to enjoy December, because that is the time where everything have to be ended nicely in that month or else next year (the January) will be more troublesome. 

Hopefully, this year December can treat me nicely and all my colleague can give me full co-operation to close the account of year 2014 with a good smile. May God keeps giving me strength to overcome all the obstacle and hindrance that trying to stop me from doing my work properly. 

Good night.

Turtle

Sometime I think I live a life like a turtle.

Why do I say such a thing? Whereby I'm a human being. A real Homosapien.

So why do I need to live like a amphibian. 

This is because I feel like I love to stay in my own shell but once I get bored inside the shell, I will popped my head out to see the beautiful outside world.

Nevertheless there is always some bad people surrounding my shell which will poke and hit my head once I am trying to see the world.

With no choice I will hurried to shrink my head into my turtle's shell again.

Assuming that my tutle's shell is my comfort zone. A zone which I can't get hurt easily and felt the most safest place ever.

I know I seem to look very fragile and weak. Somehow this is the only way that I can safe myself from those hurtful people.

Although going back into the shell, I will be regretted the most were the beautiful of the nature outside the turtle's shell that I hide in. I will definitely miss the nature of the flora and fauna. I don't have much option.

Please tell me how to be strong to crawl out of my shell.